My One TRUE love used to live near me...but now im going to kill myself?

But she moved Right before I told her how i felt Her name was Destinee. Now I hear shes dating people i HATE! she used to love me and we used to date, i beat the **** out of the other people but.. now im going to kill myself because I Loved her (all night long) yea it was good while it lasted but i miss her so much i cant stand it... So you can try to stop me or you can help me with giving me ways.. I just dont have the guts to shoot myself .. im thinking about finding a tall building taping explosives to my torso and lighting myself on fire then jumping then detonating myself at 200ft so i get some distance .My One TRUE love used to live near me...but now im going to kill myself?
dude your on something , seriously


get over it .!


shes probably not even worth it .!


%26amp; dont do stupid **** youll regret laterMy One TRUE love used to live near me...but now im going to kill myself?
You will get over it if you just give yourself a little time. I would hope you realize that growing up and living your entire life is worth a period of sadness in your early teen years. It only gets better from here. If you can make it to your twenties...those are the BEST years EVER. Not to be missed.
This will pass and you will find someone that will stay and will not do this. Just be patiant and do nothing stupid as its a painfull time that will soon be passing and you can just look back and it will hate her and see she was not for you!!!
do it already ffs!





(wow you loved her ALL NIGHT LONG huh???....)
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u shouldnt kill yourself you should wait a little while an think is taking your life really something nessasary. you need to think of the people that will miss you if you try to comitte suicide there is a person out there that is in love with you you just have to find or recognize that person and if it helps try to get therapy no girl is worth taking your life plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz get help and dont kill yourself


i dont no u but im pretty sure your a really good person who feels reallllly terrible rite now but therapy will help you and you should try fresh and if shes dating other people o well u gotta get over her look for her flaws that you reallly hate to help get over her and you have gotta be a better person than her if she just drops u like a stinky egg think yourself higher than her you have gotta do it for that person an people that love you and will miss you





pllllllllllllllllllllllllllzzzzzzzzzzz鈥?dont do it :''''''(
First, let me say that I'm a mom of a teenager and a preteen. Also, a friend of mine, when he was young, killed himself over losing a girl. It devistated his friends, his family, his church, everyone. It isn't worth this. There are other wonderful girls out there who can love you so much! And even before you meet one of them, you have to find out why you feel so empty without this girl since this isn't normal. Talk to your parents, talk to friends, talk to a school counselor. It won't hurt forever. Just be strong, you can do that. It will be worth it. Don't quit on yourself like she did. You have to find yourself. DO it for you!
It's not the end of the world. To be frank, ';true love'; is loose terminology in that many people find more than one true love (contrary to many movies about love). And really, I think you're just over-reacting. If she doesn't feel the same way then it's not going to happen, but if she does then there is a chance in which case you should talk to her.
i do know how you feel. once my ex broke up with me he completly cut me off from his life. Never texted back, blocked me from facebook and myspace and he lived 30 mintues away so i enver saw or heard about him.





Its like he died, but worse because hes stil alive but dosnt love me. Its like us being together was a dream and since we broke up i woke up and reality hit. A few months ago, i would have given anything to see him again, even my own life. I was about to. I just felt like everything that mattered to me was gone and everything was my fault and i messed up my own life. If i couldnt have him i didnt want anyone else, so i felt just forget it. theres no point.





But with a little strength left in me, i decided to see what the future held, if maybe, just maybe theres some good left in the world. I gave another chance to my life and i have to say i dont regret it.





Now its been over 4 months and after going through a drug and party phase ive met a new guy who has the potential of making me totally forget about my ex. My ex even told me after that when he told me that he had cancer, he was lying. so i know the feelings of hating but loving someone at the same time.





Let time roll. Through the worst times are the best discoveries. And that should be a quote. If anything, do try mental healing drug like weed. Its horrible to reccomend it but its true, it helped me cope and gave me and showed me stuff i dont know how i woul ahve livedmy lfie without it.





Best of luck.





Sleep on it. dreams heal all.
I dated a guy for 5 years and he dumped me. He was my first everything and I was his first everything. First I wanted to die. Thinking then he would miss me and feel sorry for leaving me. Then I realize he might cry about it for like a couple of months, a year at most, then he would move on with his life, get married have kids, and die old.


So then I thought about him every day and I actually mean every day. And I would have dreams of him every night. Then as time passed the dreams would come every other day. To once a week, to once a month, to once in a while, to not at all. After a year went by I realized that it wasn't that big of a deal. And a year after that I met someone else someone way better. I felt the same way u did. Im a painter and I actually painter a picture of him and I together on my wall. I use to keep a box full of letters and gifts he gave me. He was my whole world. But I realized that I had something to offer and if he didn't want me in his life that I would find someone who did.


Now if you still want to kill yourself there's a painless way to do it. Buy $20 worth of w e e d. and get really high in a hot tub. You'll fall asleep from the drugs and warm water and then you'll die. your body slowly boils to death. If you cant score some drugs try liquor, but you might get sick from the heat and booze, I'd stick with the drugs.